A poem about the current situation with Kate and my daughter, Julia.
Julia, I remember when I first found out about you
Sitting there with your mom in the doctors room
So nervous and scared waiting for the answer
Then we found out you were in her womb
After that I got really scared
I did things I should not of done
Said things that I should not of said
I did a lot of things that hurt your mother a ton
But I still love her, and I still love you
I wish I could fix this huge mess
Make it easier, make it happier, make it better
I messed up I must confess
I’m scared I have lost you forever
Just like I’m scared I may have lost your mother
I want you both in my life, even as friends
I know Katelyn is one of a kind, I wont find another
I also know your one of a kind, Julia
You were made of love, not of hate
Even though others may say otherwise
I absolutely love your mother – Kate
