One Year Ago

One year ago today
I got down on one knee
and confessed my love to you
as I asked you to marry me

Kate as i proposed

I still remember the smile you had
It was the most beautiful thing
that I’ve ever seen
You are my love, not just a fling

I lay every night and cry
wondering if your okay, if your in pain
I want to be there for you
but trying would just be in vain

One year ago today
I made a commitment to you
To be there through sickness and health
We would be together just like glue

I don’t regret giving my heart
But I do regret the things I said
When I try and sleep at night
They just repeat over in my head

Katelyn, you will always have my heart
I hope to see you soon, its hard to wait
I’m trying to get better, to be patient
But I worry that its just to late

I worry that I lost you forever
That I will never again feel your touch
never again hear your voice
loosing you is just too much

I miss you Katelyn, My Love