The Poet Formerly Known as Zach

More poetry, I wrote this down in Illinois last night.

I’m in this mess you and I made
I can’t seem to find my way out
I’m scared, overwhelmed, and worried
and most of all I feel so betrayed.

I have been consumed by your lies
I have been destroyed by your games
This is leading to my demise
But the one thing I need is

To be held close by you
To cry on your shoulder
I really wonder if you only knew
How much I needed you

But right now the pain is great
Missing being there for our kids life
Not being with my soul mate
Its  so agonizingly painful

I really miss you Kate
I want us to make this right
but right now all I can do is wait
but its killing me not being there.

Your Mom, Dad and the closest to family I knew
we had disagreements, but I still miss you all
so I sit, and cry here all alone in Kalamazoo
abandoned, scared, anxious, and so depressed.

My only hope is you do whats right
I know its scary, but its the right thing to do
so your own advise I’m going to recite
“The truth will set us free”