A poem I wrote about the funk that I currently live in.
I’m sitting here waiting
watching day by day pass by
Wondering if I’ll see my daughter
Not being there and wondering why
I think of the pain that I’m going through
and how much I need Katelyn right now
but shes not here so I cry out for her
and wonder how much pain God will allow
I keep the last letter I received from Kate
always close by to remind me of her
to hope and pray that one day she’ll be back
and things will be again the way they were
Every night I have dreams of Katelyn
my arms around her in infinite caress
talking, loving, kissing, laughing
then I wake up in such massive distress
So I sit her waiting for my love to return
but its so painful sitting here all alone
so sometimes I mess up and make a mess
my heart feels like its turning into stone.
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Glad to see you’re alive.
Sorry you’re still in so much pain.
i am happy to see you are still alive too. you know you are very good at writing poems have you ever thought about pursuing that as a career to have on the side just to make a little money i have read some of your stuff and it is good. or you should write a book on your life and what you have gone through. i am sure people would love to here what you are going through there are alot of people that are going through what you are going through and they would probably like to hear that they are not the only ones who go through that kind of stuff. but like i said i am glad to see that my friend is still on earth even though he is going through hell. i wish you good luck on everything you wish for i hope she does come back to you i know that would make your world better and then we can hear that good things are happening to you. i know all of us that read everything you post wish you the best.i will keep reading to check up on you and commenting on what you say i will be talking to you later. later zach.