So I can’t take it anymore. I found out I had a ticket I forgot about and now my license is suspended. I’m over 3,000 in debt from the last 2 months alone and now I’m going to be another $600 from these stupid tickets I got tonight, plus the orriginal ticket.
I have to face the fact I have not future, no potential, nothing. I don’t even have the women I love anymore – who may die. I wish when I attempted suicide it worked, now they won’t even give me enough meds to kill myself with.
I can’t handle all this shit anymore. Its better if I die, so as soon as i find my belt and something sturdy enough to hang myself from its going to happen. I can’t take it anymore.
Life was good while it lasted.
A special Note To Katelyn: I love you, its not your fault. Don’t ever think it is. Take care of yourself and our daughter. Make sure she has a good home.
