Today I recieved horrible news, that Katelyn’s guardian is forcing mutual friends of ours to choose between talking to Katelyn or me – people can’t talk to both of us. Its officially over, I give up.
I have lost my daughter, lost the love of my life, lost my best friend, lost other friends, had my dog put down, lost my apartment, been assaulted by staff in an adult foster care, I’ve lost everything… I’m already dead – just a walking dead man.
I have located my stash of pills and plan on overdosing. I’m at peace with it, I know I’m going to heaven, and there will be no pain there. I know I will see Katelyn and my daughter there someday and until then I can watch over them.
I’m at peace with dying as I’m already pretty much dead. I’ve lost everything thats important to me and know there is nothing left for me except to die.
There are two things that I ask of people who consider me a friend. Call these my dying wishes: Call Katelyn’s guardian at 269-694-9397 and tell her that I never ment to hurt Katelyn and I truely loved her.
Also donate money to put my daughter through college. I want to make sure my daughter is taken care of. I trust Katelyn’s mother to handle this, even though we have not got along much shes a good person, with good intentions and I trust her to do whats right. She can be contacted at vintage@net-link.net
A last thing I want to say is always act out of love, never anger because you never know if thats the last thing you will say to someone.
Goodbye
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